BTS Wembley Area London 2018

Fandomism – BTS ARMY

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Whilst watching a YouTube video of someone reacting to BTS, I realised I was crying.

I wasn’t sad or upset, in fact, it was for the opposite reason. I was incredibly moved and proud. I call myself a fan of BTS, but I’ve never been able to decide whether I’m a true member of their ‘ARMY’, which is the name of their fan base. I’ve heard all these stories of how passionate and dedicated BTS fans are, so I wasn’t sure if I was at their level. But this incident kind of reassured me.

In the reaction video, not only were they watching several music videos, but also paying attention to the lyrics and interpreting the messages BTS were trying to convey. They also learnt a bit about what they stand for and the positivity they’re trying to bring to the world around them. It was incredible to see them genuinely impressed after discovering how BTS are using their platform and popularity to help others. From speaking at the United Nations, to partnering with UNICEF to help end child violence. These guys never cease to amaze me.

The reason why I felt the need to write about this is because I was reminded of a conversation I was having with a group of people recently. They couldn’t understand these ‘crazy’ fans of BTS. Why people would spend so much money to go see them live, especially at a stadium jam packed with people? They couldn’t understand why these young girls were crying their eyes out. They didn’t ‘get the hype’.

I remember feeling mad, but mostly frustrated. How could they not understand this? In that moment I wasn’t thinking clearly, so I ended up getting defensive. But since then, I haven’t stopped thinking about it. How I would present my argument in a more intelligent and constructive way if I had that opportunity once again…

The truth is, not everyone is like me and the rest of BTS’ ARMY. I developed an interest a couple of years ago, so I did seek out more information about them. That’s how this admiration grew to what it is today. They started off as ordinary boys dreaming to make it big in the world of music. They went through the grueling training and hardships that all K-pop artists experience as a trainee. They sang and danced their way into the charts and started to gain popularity amongst fierce competition. But as they started to grow as songwriters, they also started to differentiate themselves from other K-pop idols.

They poured their heart and soul into lyrics; speaking about their struggles and the unjust they see and experience in the world. They shared their inner thoughts; feeling lost and trapped. But as time went on and as they evolved, they started to see promise and hope for positive changes to come. Their songs developed into messages of encouragement – believe in yourself; love yourself. They became the voice of the youth.

The more people started learning about BTS, the more they wanted to explore the lyrics. With their songs mainly being in Korean, it meant that people no longer just watched music videos for the impressive cinematography, catchy tunes or choreography. They also looked into the meaning behind it all. The number of fans that have shared stories of how BTS’ songs affected their lives in a positive way, is outstanding. They lovingly explain how it helped them get through some really hard times, no matter how old they are.

It’s really up to you how much of this you want to believe. You don’t have to take my word for it or blindly accept all of these facts and stories. But have a think about this…

They’re a group of young adults who have more than enough money and power to do whatever they want. They can live their lives in a completely individualistic way, like those in the Western society. Yet they choose to use their platform to spread positive messages, as well as reflect on all the things they’re grateful for and support those in need. They take their responsibility as role models seriously and it shows.

If they don’t deserve the love and praise that they’re receiving right now, then I don’t know who does!

How it all started

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Who is this for?

If you’re interested in Korean music, drama, TV, film, food or culture; or maybe even similar topics of other Asian countries, then this could be for you. But it’s mainly for me.

I found that I absolutely loved something that other people around me didn’t understand or weren’t interested in, and that frustrated me a lot. When something ‘big’ happened (in my opinion), I had no one to share that news with or discuss it with. I have friends who get updates regardless of whether they care or not, but I wasn’t satisfied with that, so I needed another outlet. So here we are. Not many people read long blog posts anymore, so this is really just for me to get all my mind ramblings out there.

How did it start?

You could say that my interest got reignited in 2016, and my intrigue escalated quickly into an obsession within a very short period of time. Surprisingly to some, it wasn’t due to Kpop, but because of K-dramas and Korean TV shows. However, I actually got my first proper introduction to anything Korean back in 2009, when my best friend came back from her travels and told me to watch this K-drama called ‘Boys Over Flowers’, or ‘Boys Before Flowers’ as we knew it back then (BBF is actually how we referred to it). The love/hate relationship between Gu Jun Pyo (Lee Min Ho) and Geum Jan Di (Ku Hye Seon) was addictive. Their school life seemed so different to mine, yet there were so many elements of their life that I could relate to. It was the emphasis on culture, their upbringing and the pressures of society, that I had no idea would strike a chord with me.

Even though I forgot about it for a good few years, all of a sudden in 2016, I revisited BBF and it brought back all those memories. I remembered how much I liked the lead actor back then, and I wanted to watch another drama he was in… and that’s where the madness started. I got introduced to more interesting characters and talented actors and wanted to explore their previous work too. One thing led to another, and I’m sure I’ve now watched well over 100 K-dramas to date – that’s in the space of 2 years! I was a little bit shocked myself when I did the maths. I’ve actually written down each of the dramas I’ve watched as I went along, and maybe I’ll put a list together so you can take a look if you’re interested. It’s definitely a mix of some really good, as well as some really bad ones out there.

How did I get into Korean music?

I was already familiar with some Kpop, mainly the legends that are Bigbang. I wouldn’t say I was that much of a serious fan back then either. And like everyone else, I was also ignorant when it came to Korean music and didn’t really know there was more to it than Kpop, until I discovered Jay Park. He blew my mind with his song ‘Drive’ at the time. I didn’t understand all the words, yet I couldn’t stop listening to it. In the past, I had only heard PSY’s Gangnam Style, and although it was fun and catchy, I didn’t take Korean music seriously, and also (shamefully) labelled it all with the Kpop paint brush.

I think I actually saw the meme that JRE posted on Instagram via the discover page, which made me laugh a lot. The beautiful colours and well produced music video hooked me enough to look it up on YouTube, and the rest is history. When I was going through my iTunes to research this, I found the very first Korean album I downloaded… Jay Park’s ‘Everything You Wanted’, which is still one of my favourite albums to date. My fairly new fan status might make you judge me and you may even think that I can’t be a die hard Korean music fan, especially as I haven’t put in the years of dedication like others. But trust me… I’m an all or nothing type of person and I probably know a bit too much about all things Korean compared to some fans out there.

So, what can you expect?

I’m really fortunate enough to be able to go to a lot of the Korean gigs and concerts that have been taking place in London over the past couple of years, so I’d really like to share some of my experiences – from stories to photos and videos. I also love discovering new music, so expect some reviews.

I went on my dream holiday to South Korea in Aug/Sep 2018, so I’d love to share those experiences too – I have enough photos and videos to last a lifetime! Photography is a passion, and I’m hoping to build on my video editing skills too, so watch this space.

I enjoy cooking and trying out Korean recipes – you may even get a few of those on here. I’ve learnt so much about the culture through TV and music, so I’m sure I’ll have a thing or two to talk about on here.

And I also enjoy watching dramas from other Asian countries – Chinese, Taiwanese and Thai mainly. So now and again, I’d love to share my thoughts on those too.

So here’s to officially starting this story about my life right now… untitled.